It was my Christmas to host a few days ago. I had anticipated it and looked forward to having my side of the family, small little get together. My brother and his whole family, my parents and my little family. I had it all played out in my mind how it was going to go. A large taco bar with multiple toppings and homemade nacho dip. Served with a side of peanut butter bars and some delicious soda pop to drink. Followed by presents and games. Yeah, in my mind it was played out to be an awesome time. Then the unexpected happened. A few days before the party I managed to catch a virus, again, and get sick. Being that a fever was present and I had a pretty icky cough I called the party off. I was so bummed. Fortunately, my brother and his family stepped up and took over. They hosted a wonderful party at their house for everyone. Cooking and baking incredible delicious food. Everyone had a great time. Meanwhile, I was in bed resting, at home. My gracious husband sending pictures of everyone having fun. This made me feel better about things. Just knowing at least everyone was able to still enjoy themselves, while I healed at home, and kept them as safe as possible from my germs. Sometimes things don’t go as we had planned in our minds. We can be angry about it, or we can trust God. He knows more than us. I don’t know why I got sick and things happened the way that they did. But God knows and that’s got to be enough for me. I can still sing praises that some of my very favorite people still got to have a wonderful Christmas celebration, even if I wasn’t there. There is still much to be said with finding joy through loved one’s happiness. Not to mention peace in knowing that God always has a purpose in His plans. Friend, if something doesn’t go as you’d hope, hang in there and trust God. There’s always a purpose, even if we’re not quite sure what it is. My mom sent me a picture of all the grandkids grinning from ear to ear. Many pictures were sent of everyone filled with joy. They had a wonderful time, and that makes my heart happy. I’m grateful to God for that.
Erin Fitts-Brower
He knows more than us
Jeremiah 29:11 NIV
For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.


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