Growing up, it was cheap shampoo and cheap bar soap. It was off brand mac and cheese and ramen noodles at times. We weren’t rich, but I was cared for. Times were hard, sometimes, but I also had what I needed. Occasionally, things I wanted. Like my junior year prom dress. It may not have been as expensive as some of the other girls, but I felt like a princess, and it was so pretty. I don’t look back sadly on those days. It has taught me even in my seasons of plenty, humility, and a whole lot of gratitude. It has also taught me compassion. God has been kind to my family and I, especially now, but I know how fortunate I am. I know I am not better. I know I am blessed and grateful. I know that I need to help others in need when I am able. I know those times of little have taught me much. Lessons for a lifetime. The value of a dollar, to appreciate everything and have compassion for others. Friend, whatever is in your shower, your fridge, or your pocketbook doesn’t define your worth. If you have a lot, be grateful and give when you’re able. Worth is not determined by wealth but humanity. It’s in gratitude in what we have, compassion in what we can give. It’s love through it all. I look back with a unique fondness in times where my parents struggled most. For those were the times where love shined through struggle, compassion was shown through those who gave, and I have a special type of gratitude that will stay with me, forever.

Erin Fitts-Brower

Psalm 107:1
Give thanks to the Lord, for he is good; his love endures forever.