Almost a year ago I was taken to the emergency room by my husband. Though I will spare all the details, I was very unwell. I had been for a while. The doctor that I ended up having, advised that I be admitted to the hospital to be monitored. I really was hoping to just go home. See, my youngest son knew that I was having health problems and really wanted me with him. Now he didn’t understand the situation fully and my mom heart just wanted to be with him. I wanted to comfort and reassure him that I was going to be ok. My doctor told me it was my decision though to stay or to go; but she strongly encouraged me to stay and be admitted. I had a decision to make and that night, it wasn’t easy. My heart really wanted to be home with my children. Though hesitant, I chose wisdom and I stayed. Very early the next morning I was being awoken, being told that I needed a life-saving procedure done. I know now, that if I went home that night and didn’t receive medical intervention, I probably would’ve passed away. The best way to have reassured my son that I was ok, was to listen to the Doctor. If I would not have listened to the doctor, I would have been able to see my children that night. However, the consequences would not have been worth it. For it was so much better to listen to wisdom and miss a night with them, then to have missed all the wonderful ones we’ve had together since.

Friend, sometimes doing what we want at the moment and not listening to wise instruction seems great. Although if there is any joy in going against wisdom, it’s always temporary. We can be assured however, that even when it is hard in the moment and we still choose to listen to wisdom, it won’t ever steer us wrong. For wisdom is like a God-given shield protecting us, guiding us and helping to keep us safe. I think back to that day. I think about how brave my boys were during that time in the unknown. I think about how grateful I am to be here, to love my children longer and my husband too. I think about that doctor who diligently encouraged me not to leave that night. God gives us free choice. However, He is always diligently encouraging us to listen to wisdom. He truly wants the best for us, His children. May we always seek Him and seek wisdom. For a heart ruled by wisdom, finds reward in the choice.

Erin Fitts-Brower 

Proverbs 4:6-7 NIV

Do not forsake wisdom, and she will protect you; love her, and she will watch over you. The beginning of wisdom is this: Get wisdom. Though it cost all you have, get understanding.